So yesterday

Was pretty much the best day I've had in a long long long time.
First off it was Kristian's 5th Birthday party.
And my gosh I cant remember the last time I laughed as much as I did there.
I had a 7year old ask me if i need to be medicated.
A 10 year old approached me and the conversation was as follows
Her: "do you know what a "bush" is?"
Me: "yes"
Her: "do you know what a snake is?"
Me: "yes"
Her: "Have you ever seen a snake"
Me: "Yes remember the snake man showed us snakes just before"
Her: "Nooooo, not that kind of snake the boys kind of snake"
Her: " I learnt allll about them at school"

There were more laughable moments.
Those two girls made my day.


Then later that night Courtney and I went to Helensburgh Workmen's club..
To see a band... now usually Helensburgh has shit bands or impersonators.
But one of my favourtie bands "Acid Eyeliner" were playing and it was a great way to spend my night despite feeling violently sick

today

So today...
Is Isabelle's brothers 2nd birthday
I dont know how Danielle and her family can keep so strong
when grief is following them everywhere
Loosing one child is hard... but loosing 2 in a matter of months
I dont know how she copes.



I am planning to make a new video for Belle.
And post it on her birthday..
Just a little something special

My heart is feeling heavy today for some reason

Maybe Isabelle is around making sure everyone stays strong....


x