Destiny

Today marks the day that 8 years ago a princess was born
Today also marks the day that an angel's family has to celebrate a birthday without their little girl
This will be the 3rd birthday they have had to spend without her.
Time has not made this any easier
Time has not healed any wounds.
...The wounds are still open
The hearts are still broken
They are left to wonder about the should have beens and the whats.
They are left to wonder about the birthday their little girl would have wanted. The cake she would pick out.
The games that would have been played, the presents given and recieved.
The excited squeals. The laughter. The smiles. The hugs. The kisses.
The family. The friends. The LOVE. Their little girl

Haylee Mazzella

My Boys

I have not blogged about my boys in such a long time, but I was talking to one of my most favourite people (Kelly) and she asked about them.
Oh how i miss them.
Kelly asked if Id ever go back to work for the family again.
Oh I would. I would in a heart beat. Its sad to think that Lachie who wasnt quite 2 when i started to look after them, is starting BIG school this year. makes me sad to think how quickly they have grown up. but it makes me excited to see and hear how excited he is about it all.
And since I cannot post about the boys without a photo heres a few.

My Big Boy Lachie



Bubba



Beyond Amazing

This girl is beyond amazing, she is always always there, even though we now live hours and hours apart
We have so many memories, it would probably take a lifetime to write them all down.
Words cannot describe how much she means to me.
I love you to the moon and back Danni

I miss

 

Nights out with this girly.



Balloons for the Princesses

 
I havent had a chance to blog my photos of Belle's or Haylee's Birthday Balloons.
So here they are.
Hope you caught them girls.



Isabelle. you would have been 8 today. I hope you caught your Balloons.
love you to pluto and back

                                               

Haylee you would have been 9 today. Hope you caught your balloons.

I hope the angels threw you both beautiful parties.

"I have asked the questions why
But I guess the answers for another time
So instead I pray, with every tear
And be thankful for the time I had you here"

A birthday fit for a princess

Today marks the day that 9 years ago, a princess was born.

Today also marks the day that an angel's family has to celebrate a birthday without their little girl

This will be the 5th birthday they have had to spend without her.

Time has not made this any easier

Time has not healed any wounds.

The wounds are still open
The hearts are still broken

They are left to wonder about the should have beens and the whats.

They are left to wonder about the birthday their little girl would have wanted. The cake she would pick out.

The games that would have been played, the presents given and recieved.

The excited squeals. The laughter. The smiles. The hugs. The kisses.

The family. The friends. The LOVE.

Today there will be no party
There will be missing. There will be tears. There will be grieving.

But this is what life is like without Haylee,

We do and we can however celebrate her short but wonderful life

A life full of love and happiness

A life of a girl so treasured and so loved.

We celebrate all that Haylee was and still is.

We celebrate the fact that Haylee was here.

We celebrate the fact we got to have her for 4 wonderful years.

We celebrate the fact we got to know her love.

We celebrate how loved she was and still is.

We celebrate Haylee.

Happy Heavenly Birthday BabyGirl